it's been a while.

danggggggggggggggggg. lama gila tk update. sampai rasa malas nak update. typing pun feel so awkward right now. lamanyaa tk pegang keyboard ni. wahaha. okay, so, not uch to update la kot? haha. padahal banyak nk cakap sebenarnya. yelah kan, been in matriculation for almost 4 weeks dah, tkkan tkde benda nk update kan?

hmmmm.

banyak sebenarnya nak cakap tapi mcm tk cukup time je? yelah, kad Bilik Cyber Perpustakaan KMP ni valid for an hour je. cukup ke time nak type semua? nak cehck MySpace lagi, Facebook lagi, nak book ticket lagi.

haaaaaaa.

speaking of that. i'm going back to KL tomorrow. ada family urgency sikit. and will be coming back here on Sunday lah. going back to KLtu by bus, which i haven't book a ticket for! padahal nak balik esok ni. haihhhh. and then maybe on Sunday, to go back here, i'll be taking a flight.

thank god i'm not the kind yang homesick homesick ni. kalau tak, memang kalau dah jejak ke KL tu, tak balik balik la ke KMP ni.

it's rather annoying really when all the people here are whining about how much they miss home and how it sucked here annd stuff. tkde lah kan. what did they expect? 5-star hotel ke? ishhh.

okay okay. enough kutuk-ing. maybe i'd feel the homesick syndrome myself sooner than i think :P okay, skrg ni kepala tgh buntu gila habis ah. nak balik esok tapi barang belum pack, apa nak kena pack pun tktau. ticket semua belum beli, belum usha pun berapa, belum tau pun available ke tak. aduhhh.

Tension Kepala Otak!

last moments :)

haha. yes, i know. baru je post tadi. but tadi tu mcm panjang sangat. and rasa macam nak sambung lagi. tapi takkan nak sambung panjang panjang kannn. and saje jelahh. i wanted to post another one before i leave.

OH. MY. GOD.

before i leave? wow. something i never thought i'd say with such big meaning. ohhhhh. sedihnyaaa. bukan sedih apa. it's just really fast. so fast. macam, baru dapat tau, and then kena terus pergi. tak sempat nak emo-emo *what the?*

dah la since the moment i knew about it tu, terus macam rushing around. so i guess tak rasa laaa sedih ke, excited ke, nervous ke apa semua tu. tak rasaaa. now! now that i'm finally here.. infront of my lappy again.. cruising around the web.. baru lah rasa. macam sedih jugak nak tinggalkan semua ni. and i can't bring this lappy because my brothers wants to use it. although i think my dad said something like he'll buy me a new one and send it to me later but still. lappy ni dah macam my whole life. yelaaaaa, mana tak nyaaa kann. everyday duduk depan laptop. bangun tidur laptop, sebelum tidur laptop. everyday laptop. lebih kurang 24/7 lah! haihhhh. at least kalau bawak laptop ni, tkde la rasa macam leaving sangat sebab rasa macam my life would still be the same. and i guess i'll update my blog ni at any chance that i can laa. mana la tau nanti kat sana, ada internet access. tktau la kann. so, yeah. we'll see :D

sighh. tkpe laa. redha jelaa. pasrah jelaa. apa nak jadi, jadi jelaa. i'm sure it won't be it easy nanti kat sana, in Perlis. but i'm sure i wouldn't die out of matriculation programme either. so.. so long, my dear blog readers. wahaha! bapak kecoh macam ni.

takde laa kann. i'm leaving to KL Sentral at 3 am on Monday nanti. which is about 6 hours from now. and then, from there, to the airport to check in. padahal the flight takes off at 7.15am. okay laa. i'm gonna go now. mom's making a fuss.

Mom : Mel, amel buat apa?

Me : Uhh. Nothing important?

Mom : Hahh. Pegi lipat baju. Go lipat the baju. Lepas ni dah tak lipat baju dah. Lepas ni you would just lipat yours.

Me : Okay, okay.

sayunyaaaa. alahai. farewell guys :(

last minute.

ahh. i bet no one saw this coming. i'm off.

yeah.

seriously.

i checked my matriculation punya rayuan the other day and didn't really expect anything to happen. i mean, kalau dapat pun, tkkan jadi la apa apa sebab dah made decision on going to ****** kannnnn. for some of you guys yang memang tau where i was going, korang tau la kan. sesiapa yg tktau tu, buat buat la tau ehh :P

but yeah, so check la haritu. and

Guess What??

dapat kat mana tau tak?? tau??

waktu mintak tu, time applying for it tu, i applied for Melaka, Negeri Sembilan or Johor.

and teka la kat mana diorang campak diriku ini.

takkkkkkkk. bukan Johor. tempat yg my relatives duduk tu.

takkk. no, no. bukan Melaka. also, tempat my relatives duduk.

Negeri Sembilan??

HAHAHAHAHAHA :r

they put me alllllll the wayyyyyyyyy in Perlis! ye Perlis! Perlis yang punyaaaa laaaaa dekat yang teramat amat dengan Thailand tu! haaa. ye. makan tomyam jelah aku duduk sana kang. HAHA. takde laa. just kidding. i love tomyam anyway. hahaha. but seriously though, kalau tk jaga my step, silap2 kang termasuk terus ke sempadan Thailand tu. wahaha. that would be very tragic and funny at the same time!

so yeah. i'm going lah ni. sebab my old folks think i should. i don't see why not anyway, so yeah, i'm going. i got the news on Friday haritu. and we're supposed to register on Monday. and by register, i mean, register and terus stay! sebab Monday tu terus dah start dah orientation and it goes on until Wednesday. Thursday tu lesson dah start. wahhh. tk penat pulak aku and mcm senang pulak aku nak adjust semua. haih! dear god, please help me.

and yes. since Friday haritu, mmg busy gila lah. ke sana, sini nak cari benda for preparation kann. tk payah la cakap apaaa. ishh. haha. and tempat tu memang tk boleh jauh lagii. kesian my mom.. she has to uruskan me all by herself. and i feel really bad sebab everything happens so fast. i couldn't even have a proper goodbye with my friends, or the close acquaintaces :(

hmm. in fact, i can actually just count je with my fingers siapa yg tau about this with my fingers. tk ramai. really. memang tk ramai yg tau. and this is probably.. no. most probably my last update until the next time i'm home again. haih. sedihnyaaa. so, to all of you who's reading this who still thinks i'm at home, goyang kaki, goyang bontot dan sebagainyaa, i'm not anymore :( by the time korang baca ni, i'm probably in Perlis already.

alright, so let's see.. now's about 7.11pm on Sunday. and pukul 3am esok. on Monday. i'm already on my way to Perlis. uwaaaaaaaaaa. jauhnyaaaa. hahaha. tk kesah pun pasal jauh sebenarnya. but what about my access to internet? wahhhh. lama laaa nak tunggu bukak Blogger ni lagi, MySpace semua. alaaaa. and i'll miss all my friends kat sini.

adoi. sedihnyaaa. mcm nak nangis pulak. eh tak tak. tak nangis. HAHA. control.. control..

to all my friends, and you know who you are, you're all very special to me. and kalau korang tanya "if i'm so special, how come idk about you leaving all the way to Perlis?" it's not what you think tau. i wanted to tell each and every one of you, tapi tk sempat. after i got the news, terus macam rushing sini, rushing sana. sorry okayy. i love you guys. and to all of you yang have my numbers, which is probably MOST of you, please laaa. please don't hesitate to call or text. especially yang went to school with me. high school ke primary ke. apa apa lah. kawan tadika pun boleh! tapi, ada ke kawan tadika aku yang still keep in touch sampai ada number? takde kot? haha. whatever. just please, please, please, keep in touch. i'll miss you guys just as much as i'll miss KL. no. wait. i'll miss you guys more! eh jap. jap jap. KL ke friends?

hmmmm.

errrrrrrr.

ishhhhhh.

alaaaaaa.

hehhhhhh.

Friends lah!

HAHAHAHA.

siot je. of course la my friends! apa barang nak compare KL dengan friends kann. guys, KL got nothing on you people. you guys rock my world way more than bright, fluorescent lights in KL and the loud booming noises in KL and.. well.. you should get the idea laa. nothing compare to you guys kayyy. i love you guys.

soo. i'm sorry for this very late notice. sorry sangat. so, keep in touch k. Perlis je pun. tkde lah jauh mana. kalau naik flight, within 1 hour lebih dah sampai. chill sudahhhh :D

tapi kalau drive? err. tktau la. pepandai korang laa. HAHAHA. naik flight je laa wehh. senang cerita!

buzz off!

okay, so selepas about what? 4 days i didn't update? yelah kot. i feel macam banyak benda pulak nak cakap. hahaha. takde lah banyak sebenarnya, but just macam banyak pulak yang happened in that 4 days.

tapi! benda yang memang lah paling anooying and bothers me the most is the fact that my sis (adik angkat) is being distrubed by some low lives. okay, jap. before you guys get ideas yang bukan bukan, she is not like my adik angkat yang mcm i pick up from somewhere because she's cute ke apa apa. or she picked me because i'm cute ke apa apa *although maybe that's the case? hahaha*, it's a long story lah how she ended up being my adik angkat. tak long pun sbnrnya, just malas nak cerita. alright, my sis ni tinggal punya la jauhhhhh. kat puchong sana nuh! haha. and we only meet like.. err.. once a year kot? sad, i know. mcm last year, we only meet during the cheercomp. and the year before tu, ada la about twice? first, was the first time we met, and second was a dinner, with our parents involved. and her brother and my brothers. pretty much my family and her family laa. so, you should by now get the point la how VERY rare kitorang jumpa each other. bukan occasionally lagi dah, it's RARE! thank god lah there's such things like myspace and phone :r

but seriously, itu jelah the way for us to keep in touch. which is wierd i guess? sebab we grew very fond of each other. like macam we actually know each other, padahal meet pun once a year. yang lain semua online or phone. and memang the bond of sisters tu ada laa. sisters yang look out for each other and be there for each other tu. yes, i know, awwww moment. HAHA. okay, berbalik kepada cerita penting.

okay, she's been in a fight recently. with a bitch. a bitch fight. eh? ada ke such word? hahaha. entah la, whatever lah. and i don't know anything about it. all i know is that the bitch is supposedly her bestfriend. well, ex - bestfriend now. and guess what?! nama dia Amelia! adoi. Amelia jugakkkk. so, tktau la diorang gaduh sebab apa, apa story dia, and who's to blame really? i don't know. sebab tktau apa apa. but of course la i'm on my sister's side. which is so unlikely of me. sebab i don't usually do this. you know, berpihak to one side of the party without even knowing what's going on. so, i thought maybe i should hear the story first la. and then! after seeing apa yang Amelia tu is doing to my sis, rasa mcm marah pulak. so, i think, kalau i hear the whole story pun, and i think my sis yang bersalah, i think i would still be on her side. sebab that bitch tu memang jahat sangat.

okay, get this. she tried to pick a fight with my sis ni guna bulletins on myspace. Bulletins on MySpace! how attention seeking can you get with that? ohh, and not to mention, immature. seriously lah kan. kalau ye pun nak sangat bergaduh, be professional and take it outside ah *sbnrnya, kalau professional tkkan gaduh mcmni. HAHA* so yeah, this girl macam bahan bahan, kutuk kutuk my sis, using bulletin tu. and i told my sis not to layan, but being a 15 year old that she is, of course she couldn't resist. so, dia reply jugak. guna bulletin jugak. adoi. tapi macam kesian wehh. sebab this Amelia ni tktau la guna power apa but she managed to turn the whole school against my sis. so, now, semua tknk tegur dia. semua kutuk kutuk dia. and they only talk to her when Amelia's not around. jahat kan? kan kan? and then! like as if satu sekolah tu benci dia tk cukup, ada pulak yang berani gaduh gaduh dengan dia in myspace. just like Amelia did. and diorang buat mcmtu, and then Amelia would just laugh around. eeeeeeeee. gerammmmm!

i wish i could do more for her than just mcm tell her to be strong and ignore them. because mmg she's alone lah now. and nobody's fighting for her.

ughhhh. this is all very childish and i didn't intend pun nak masuk campur. but seeing her like that. hated by the whole school. actually, she said, "satu kinrara ni hates me".haaaaaa. and it's all because of that Amelia tu. eeee. this is so irritating! lepas tu if i fikir balik, pernah ke i get into this kind of things? haha. tak pernah sbnrnya! sebab everytime me and my friends gaduh, we just shut up and give cold shoulders. tk payah la sampai nak scream at each other's faces and tarik tarik rambut! *whoaaaaa*

if i was capable of driving around, with my own car, i would go to my sister's school and slap Amelia good :D

hey. how come i don't have a posse to break Amelia's face? hmm, good idea. i'll go look for my people *whoa? my people?* ahaha. and then, when we're big enough, i'll break her :)

cliff diving anyone?

omg

omg

omg!

HAHAHA. sumpah tak tahan okay. nak tengok New Moon. waaaaaaa. kenapa lambat sangat? November 20th? shit. sumpah lama gila babi. tu pun entah betul ke tak date dia. maybe it'd be later for Malaysian audiences. oh. my. god. tak tahannnnnn.

first of all, there's the thirst on watching Edward Cullen again a.k.a Robert Pattinson *thirst? wahh. dah terikut ikut ni. ngahaha.* and then, there's the hot Jacob Black in action on motorcycles which contribute even more to his hotness and he's going to start phasing into a you-know-what *takkan nak cakap kot? i don't wanna ruin the suprise. hehe* so, he'd be tough and all shit like that.

like Oh.. My.. God! do i even have to say more. oh! oh! and then, there'll be the pack! yeah, the wolf pack that i've posted on here a while ago. tu pun hot jugakkkkkk. wahh. mati nak tunggu lama lama. cepat lah keluar, cepat lah keluar! padahal buku tu pun belum habis baca lagi. wahaha. almost lah okay! tinggal beberapa chaps je lagi. maybe about 3-5. i'll finish tonight.

Serene! thanks to you, i'm sucked in into this whole Twilight Saga thingie and wishing for it to be real and addicted for more. AGAIN! i was like this before. it was after Twilight, a while ago. and then, after the book, and after seeing the movie. stop sekejap. and then i started reading Breaking Dawn which threw me off guard again. i used to keep in mind that those things exist. and i wished it does too! lepas tu dah habis baca. after a while, i was normal again. NOW! oh tidakkkk. dah mula dahhh. addicted semula. i hate the fact that i'm like this but at the same time, i don't wanna it to stop? heh. make sense ke ni? HAHAHA.

kalau New Moon tu tak keluar kat Malaysia ke apa nanti, i'd jump off a cliff! HAHAHA. eh tak, tak. i'd go cliff diving :D

p/s : you'd have to read the book to understand why this post is posted like this. HAHAHA. have fun!

that tickles!

ahh. takde apa nak post sbnrnya. just wanted to update. so, i went out today. after what felt like eternity since the last time i was out (padahal baru sunday lepas keluar?) ahaha. lama lah tu. every day kena kurung je. haihh.

haa. speaking of keluar tadi. let me just letak kat sini the conversations yang i feel macam pelik and require the look of what-the-hell? when you come across something like it. and bukan time keluar je. time dah balik, kat rumah, pun ada. ahaha.

1st

tgh looking for a parking spot. and i spotted one.

Me : haa ni! park sini lah.

my mom pun try to move in while i feel proud sebab i found it :D

Mom : ishh. idk how to park like this lah. somebody help me.

Johan : ala, just do it lah. you can do it.

Jefri : yeah, just move, we'll help (tgk tgk space blkg kereta. takut langgar kereta org pulak kang)

Me : this is a good spot, Ma. tgk, dekat je dgn entrance. see, here's the entrance (pointing to pintu yg bukak automatically tu)

Mom : what entrance is that?

Me : (huh?) err. entrance to Pavilion?

Jefri : HAHAHAHA :r good one, kak.

Me : mama ni lah. what kind of question was that Ma?

Mom : (tgk side mirror, tgk gear. then, reverse)

haihh. apa la kelakar sgt mak aku ni. soalan tk masuk akal!

2nd

tgh makan doughnut at, kat mana lagi? kalau dah kat Pavilion tu, mesti lah J.Co! okay, the story is, i never like donuts. never! but entah mcm mana, felt like eating one today? gila kot? ahaha. so, makan lah. one! one je! hahaha. i know, ramai kat luar tu yang akan mcm "gila apa pegi J.Co makan satu je?" haha. mampus ah. duit kau ke? haa. so, this donut that i picked was one of those yg mcm ada filling tu. which was shit annoying.

Johan : eh kak, you buy this (my drink) ada dpt free donut kan?

Me : ohh. yeah? entah. ye kot.

Johan : ye. can i have it?

Me : you mean this? (the donut on the plate that was in my hand)

Johan : haa.

Me : uhh. no. i want this!

Johan : what? i thought you just wanna buy a drink.

Me : rightttt. because i would spent RM15 for you. *look at him up and down* now, take these bags and pegi cari tempat duduk (while i wait for my drink to siap)

Johan : *dissapointed look* (take bags and find a spot)

sekali tengok, kakak yg buat drinks tu bagi my beverage and a glazed donut.

J. Co Staff : nah, it's free

Me : ohh. what do you know? i do get one free.

Jefri : ohh. great. hey, nanti i wanna have some tau your drink tu.

Me : hmm. *looking for Johan. spotted him. offered him the glazed donut in signals. and he just nodded*

and then Jefri and I joined Johan with everything (the food and the beverage)

Me : look! i do get one free! :D (felt guilty sbnrnya)

Jefri : yeaaaaaa. so i can have that right?? (giddyly)

Me : no! it's Johan's!

Jefri pulak look dissaponted. adoi.

Me : but you can share la i guess. share la.

so, they shared la kot? tk perasan. because johan didn't look like he wasn't gonna share. i didn't notice sebab i was busy cleaning up after myself because the filling was dripping! ishhh. and people wonder why i hate donuts? hmm, idk. maybe because my eating skills was not cut out for eating filling-dripping-donuts??? haih.

3rd

my brothers were starting to study. for their last papers on monday nanti. so, bukak la buku geografi diorang.

Jefri : eh? who wrote "papa cute"? (pointing on his book)

Johan : (looks at where Jefri's pointing) you ah. kan you were talking about it.

Jefri : yeah, but i didn't write it. you did!

Me : (looking at both) *papa cute? what the hell?*

Johan : nooooo. you lah kot. it's your book.

Jefri : no! i don't write "A" like that. (dah mula dengan muka berkerut dia)

Johan : hmm. (malas nak layan)

Jefri : you ah did it.

Johan : fine, i did it (sarcastically. rolling his eyes) *mampus kau lah*

Me : *HAHA. bangang!*

a while after that.

Johan : kenapa it says "TIDAK BOLEH DIJUAL"? (reading the bottom of his textbook back cover)

Me : hey! baca jelah buku tu. orang suruh study laaaaaaa.

and the rest is the part where he.. well.. both of them.. got yelled at by my mom sebab make banyak sgt excuse bila nak study. HAHAHA. actually, rasa mcm my mom was addressing me too. but since i wasn't studying, didn't feel the burn sgt lah.

p/s : i know these are not really the things i wish i talk about out loud. but tk kisah ah. siapa kisah? angkat tangan.

haaa. tau pun tk kesah. dah, kau diam. nak baca, baca. tknk, tk payah. muahahaha.

cerita tempat kerja (Part V)

so, the next day. datang kerja. hari ni kak Aina memang takde. sebab hari ni memang dia punya off-day. so, i don't expect to see her. but. get this! ada a part of last night (last sequel laa. yg part IV tu), i didn't put in. haha. part tu agak penting laa. tapi terlupa. so.. ni la conversation tu. keep in mind. this conversation took place while i was cleaning up. and time tu, Henry pun memang dah ada, tgh tunggu.

Abg. Zain dtg ke kedai. dia duduk dekat jugak laa dengan tempat yang Henry duduk tu. so, maybe Henry pun dengar what we were talking about.

Abg. Zain : (datang ; duduk kat tempat dia selalu duduk, dekat dengan pintu staff) Dik, mana? kak Aina dah balik eh?

Me : hmm. ye. dia dah balik. (malas nak layan)

Abg. Zain : (angguk je ; muka blurr dah)

nak pulak dia tanya pasal tunang dia yang dia konon konon dah taknak tadi. hmmph! and then maybe he realized that i'm ignoring him. buat kerja mcm tk pandang dia pun semua, like i always do. haha, sebab selalunya i layan kann bila my friends datang. even if it's Abg. Zain and Abg. Sani. sesape lah. as long as i know them, mesti punya layan.

Abg. Zain : woh. sombongnyaa.

Me : (rolls eyes sambil tgh sapu sapu, lap lap) tkde lah. tadi tu.. abg. zain mcm ntah ah. menakutkan je.

Abg. Zain : ye ah, dik. dah orang buat salah kan, mesti ah kena marah. kan? kalau adik, adik tk marah?

Me : masalahnyaa dia dah mintak maaf kan? saya pun dah mintak maaf.

Abg. Zain : huh. tk boleh, dik. maaf je tk bermakna semua dah selesai, beres.

Me : so, maknanya betul lah?

Abg. Zain : (muka tak faham apa apa)

Me : Abg. Zain mmg dah tknk ah kat kak Aina? mcm tu je ah?

Abg. Zain : ehhh mana boleh. abg sayang dia tu.

Me : (relieved gila gila babi, tapi cover) habis tu? kenapa mcm tu tadi?

Abg. Zain : yelaa. tgh marah kann. bila kita marah kann, kita cakap benda benda yang kita tak maksudkan.

Me : (pause jap. teringat "we say things we don't mean when we're mad". siapa tah pernah cakap dulu) habis? mcm mana ni? Abg. Zain dah call dia?

Abg. Zain : abg dah call dah. dia tk angkat.

Me : (oh thank god!) hmm. dia pun tgh marah la tu kot. dia cakap ngan saya Abg. Zain dah tknk kat dia dah. mcm benci sgt dah.

Abg. Zain : ishh. tak akan lah. memang lah marah. tapi.. takkan la sampai mcmtu. cuba adik fikir, dah lama kitorang bersama. drpd kecik kecik dulu. tkkannya abg nak tinggalkan je dia mcmtu.

Me : (lega habis ah!) haa. bagus ah. call lah dia lagi.

and then after that, ada la benda lain yang kitorang cakap. but whole pointnya, benda ni dah almost settle. so that's why laa when going back with Henry tu, tkde la rasa mcm nak bunuh diri ke apa *whatthefuck?* HAHA. sebab dah mcm nampak that this thing will be okay kot?

alright, berbalik kepada today.

masuk la kerja mcm biasa. nampak orang lain pun terpaksa je ah tebalkan muka. tapi muka sedih tu still ada ah. eh, bukan. bukan muka sedih. more like pathetic? haa. muka camtu ah. mampus diorang ah nak cakap apa. dah tkde strength dah nak tahan. kalau diorang pandai, diorang senyap. however, kalau nak mintak penyepak, it was on SALE on that day. murah murah, senang senang je boleh dapat. but over all, okay lah kot? tak banyak pun yang cari pasal. and then tetiba time tgh hari tu. well, not tgh hari. a bit later laa. about 2 or 3. orang pun dah tak ramai. sbb lunch hour dah habis. i saw kak Aina. with Abg. Zain! datang to our kedai laa. they're not mad at each other anymore. dah okay la kot? they sat outside. tempat biasa "kitorang". so, staff lain (Zarul, kak Lynn and kak Rina) nampak diorang. semua mcm excited laa. tkde la excited but just mcm biasa ah, nak tegur lah apa semua enn. Zarul je tinggal kat dalam buat kerja. kak Rina and kak Lynn dah kat luar. from the look of it, i can tell that everything's fine. and there were laughters semua among them. i'm glad la things were fine. but still, what i had to go through the day before was memang macam babi ah. sumpah i felt used gila. masa kat sekolah pun tk pernah mcm ni. i was never perfect ke apa but tk pernah la cause this much trouble kot? sampai mcm ni punya hancur. i realized since i start working here je, baru lah macam macam tragedy menimpa diriku ini *whatever* sial ah semua! haha. geramm!

soon, semua dah kat luar. only me je kat dalam. buat kerja. yang lain dah dok melepak kat luar. which doesn't really bother me pun. sebab tk ramai customer pun. kalau ada pun, i could handle it. except for the paying part lah. but kak Lynn knows. everytime ada je orang, she'll be alert, because she knows i can't work the cash register. i don't know how and tak hingin pun nak tau. so, bila duit short ke apa, tkde la kena mengena ngan aku sebab i was nowhere near it :P haha. pandai tak? pandai kan. selamat je duit aku. orang lain semua kena bayar, and i'm not included. HAHAHA.

time time tgh buat kerja tu, kak Aina dtg depan jap, asking me to get some drinks.

Aina : Amelya, boleh tolong akak tak? :D

Me : haha, apa je laa akak ni.

Aina : tolong bagi air sikit kat akak.

Me : guna cawan staff ke nak beli ni?

Aina : cawan staff laa Amelyaaa.

Me : okay, jap. (pergi amek cawan staff) haa. nak air apa kak?

Aina : apa apa la. tu lah. bagi yangg..

(and then boleh dengar si Abg. Zain jerit "Sprite tuh!")

Aina : haa. kasi akak Sprite tu.

Me : :) nak ais?

Aina : ah, letak lah sikit.

and then i did laa what she said tu. serious i didn't feel like talking to anyone except kak Aina ni. haihh. later tu, kak Aina and Abg. Zain ajak me outside to join them. ada lah jugak 2, 3, 20 kali. haha. i realized they're doing that sebab they realized i feel guilty kot? but i didn't go out pun. tknak ah. facing all those talam dua muka tuh. buat cerita nak letop habis, macam kau bagus sangat! bukan Abg. Zain dgn kak Aina tu, but yang lain tu! and! to top it all off, kak Melati dengan her son-of-a-gun of a boyfriend, Rizal tu pun ada. pftt. memang harapan ah nak lepak luar tu dengan diorang. mati hidup balik pun aku tak sanggup. and then at that time, ada la ter-cross my mind "Henry, I wish you were here" wahaha. tk boleh blah. but serious laa. time tu mmg tak boleh fikir sape sape lagi dah yang boleh step in as a hero figure. sape lagi kan? Henry jelah yang paling appropiate time tu. dia tkde pulakk :(

but memang on that day. everything felt like shit lah. dah lah Henry tkde. so, mcm nak usha usha booth UNICEF tu pun, macam tkde point. nothing felt good langsung lah. and due to my moody mood, ada la ter-nangis jap. skejap je! takde orang nampak pun. sebab semua tgh sebok meraikan Kak Aina and Abg. Zain's get together tu kann. i was alone je kat dalam. konon rajin, tknk lepak kat luar mcm staff lain. haha. i bet that's what all they by-passers were thinking. dalam 4 orang yang pakai uniform DD tu, sorang je kat dalam. yang lain, makan minum apa semua kat luar. haha. at least, yang dapat nama baik, aku jugakkk :D padahal sebenarnya tkde la rajin mana pun, emo je. haha. and staff lain pun tk boleh nak cakap banyak. diorang tau diorang menempah maut je kalau banyak songeh. heh!