Thursday, June 27, 2013

protecting me



You
You're always there for me
When I need you most
Day and night
You're by my side
Protecting me

When I feel like crashing down
You seem to be around
There you are
You're not that far 'cause

Whenever
Wherever
Baby,
You'll protect me
No matter what

Hold me tight 
With all your might 
And you'll never let me go
Protecting me

You listen to me when
I speak out loud and you
You know right when my heart's been bent

When my life's tumbling around
You take me off the ground
You tell me everything's okay

Whenever
Wherever 
Baby,
You'll protect me
No matter what

Hold me tight 
With all your might
You'll never let me go

When its my turn
To help you out 
I'll gladly lift you up without a doubt

Whenever
Wherever 
Baby
You'll protect me
No matter what
Hold me tight 
With all your might 
You'll never let me go


You
Were always there for me
When I need you most
Day and night you're by my side
Protecting me

Wednesday, June 26, 2013

impossibility.

If you are going to fall in love with me, it's only fair that you know what you are falling in love with.

You are falling in love with my insecurities, and my obsession trying to figure out what everyone thinks of me. You are falling in love with my immaturity, my constant need to feel loved and appreciated, my overactive tear ducts, my internet obsession, my tendency to be too clingy. You fall in love with my troubled past, and my hopes and dreams, and how I'm a hopeless romantic at heart. If you fall in love with me, you fall in love with my self-hate and all my imperfections and my perception that nobody could ever love me.

But, you are also falling in love with the way my eyes will smile when I'm with you, the way I'll text you in the mornings just telling you I hope you have a great day. You're falling in love with the occasionally humorous and/or thought-provoking things I say, and the way I blush when people ask me about you. But to me, the most important thing will be that you are falling in love with me, despite my thinking that it is impossible.

Tuesday, June 25, 2013

heartless

coldest story ever told
but, the part that they don't know
you broke my heart and changed my soul
and yes, you left.


yes, you left me so heartless.
how could you be so heartless?


you look at me like Dr. Evil
but you brought the other side that i don't know
and i can't help it because you're the reason
for the change in me and why my heart turned cold


you look at me in disbelief
and haven't figured out why you're alone
maybe it had something to do with the cheating
sometimes people change like the seasons


listen to you now, just carrying on
how i hurt your heart like i did you wrong
but we both know what you did to me


i'm so tired of "i'm sorry" and "it didn't mean shit"
well, if it didn't mean shit, then, why did you do it?
and i'm not saying that i'm so perfect
but i gave you my heart and you stomped on it


so, before you go and tell the world i'm so heartless
you should stop for a second
count your faults in this
think of how you're in this predicament
had a girl that loved you hard
but you ruined it


baby, i'm gonna tell you
tell you like it is
if you would have been good
you wouldn't feel like this


had to let you go, yes
had to break out
if i didn't do it now
i would have just broke down


you need to understand why i'm heartless now
just a product of your words and your lies spun round
tangled in your web
now you're so strung out


i used to love you senseless
but you made me heartless
oh, it's your fault i'm heartless
oh, i'm so heartless.