sambungan cerita tempat kerja

watak watak sila refer ke post yang sebelum ni :)

okay, sambung.

the next day...

Zarul : (nampak Me masuk) haiii :D

Me : hai Zarul :)

(nampak kak Aina punya facial expression)

Me: okay ke Kak? saya nampak tunang akak kat luar :D

Aina : hmmph! tak suka akak. akak tgh merajuk ni. hehe.

Me : alahaiii, main merajuk merjauk pulakkk.

Lynn : hah? merajuk? asal kak?

Me : haah. asal?

Aina : dia tu laa. ishh. (mcm tknk bgtau)

so, kitorg pun buat bodo jelah. dah dia tknk bgtau. ktorg pun tkde la nakk sgt tau. seconds later..

Aina : amelya, amelya ada cakap apa kat abg Zain smlm?

Me : hah? cakap apa? tkde pape pun?

Aina : betul?

Me : ohhhh. ada. saya ada mintak numb akak kat dia. dia hafal je kak. tk bukak pun phone dia. haha. saya tanya, terus je dia jawab. fuyooooo. hahaha. kan saya nak call akak smlm sbb nk mintak tukar tu kan?

Aina : hmm. tapi amelya tkde mintak tukar kan?

Me : eh, ada la kakk. tp mcm.. tk sgt laa.. sebab kak Rina pun mmg tk bagi. so, saya tk lebih lebih la.

Aina : tkde la amelya. manade.

Me : ada la kak.

and malas nak make it a big deal. we both just mcm start walking here and there. but still "ada la", "tkde la" for quite a while. okay, and then everything happens mcm biasa la. we worked. lap sana, lap sini. buat drinks, and the meals yg people order and stuff. and then, baru lah i heard. rupa rupanya.. abg Zain and kak Aina tu gaduh sebab abg Zain accused kak Aina of wanting so much to masuk shift pagi. so, boleh la opening dgn Zarul! ye, abg Zain tu ada masalah dgn kak Aina nak bukak kedai dgn Zarul berdua duaan pukul 9 pagi. *whatthefuck?* okay, tkpe lah. masalah korang. so, tgh tgh buatkerja ni.. abg Zain dtg. setiap kali dia dtg, mesti kak Aina fake-kan muka merjauk dia tu. haha. i siap help lagi tuh.

(tgh promote donut kat luar ni. kak Aina pun lalu dpn)

Aina : (senyum senyum)

Me : kenapa kak? tau lah saya kena promote mcm apa je kat depan ni. nak senyum senyum pulak. kang akak kena promote kang, saya gelakkan, baru tau.

Aina : shh. akak tgh merajuk ni. nak buat muka sedih.

Me : HAHAHA. oh, still merajuk ke. okay, okay. buat muka sedih sikit. sedih sikit.

(kak Aina buat la muka pathetic dia)

Aina : okay, cun. okay skrg, marah sikit.

(kak Aina buat la muka sedih + marah dia)

Me : alright, cun. okay, go! :D

(pastu lalu depan abg Zain yg mmg tgh melepak kat situ. haih, security guards siniii. curi tulang je keje.)

and then kak Aina dah masuk. abg Zain pun approached me.

Zain : dik, adik kata nk mintak tukar kan dgn kak Aina smlm?

Me : *suspicious dah ni* haaa. ye.

Zain : mintak tak?

Me : mintak. tapi tk dapat. sebab kak Aina kata nnt dia susah nk blk. mlm mlm susah nk dapat teksi. lgpun kak Rina dah kata tk boleh kan.

Zain : haa. ye ye (padahal tk pay attention pun) tapi, adik ada la mintak kat dia?

Me : haah. ada. *tiba tiba curious* kenapa abg Zain? apa benda ni sbnrnya?

Zain : *muka marah; muka dendam; muka jahat!* hmm. okay okay. tkpe. tkpe.

err. pahal diorang ni? i had to do with it ke? macam teruk je. but then, muka abg Zain ni mmg bengis. so, mungkin dia over-reacting jelah kot. nak worry ke? ishh. mcm takut pun ada jgk. and then, these thoughts were destroyed by some people yg gedik nak try this new donut thingie that is served on the tray in my hand. so, cepat cepat lah smile and say all the neccesary things -_-"

later that day. after pukul 4 lah kot.. because kak Aina dah habis shift dia. and went with abg Zain walaupun dua dua tgh mad at each other and "merajuk-ing"

AND THEN!

(terdengar la dari dalam. Zarul kat luar time tu. dah hbs shift jugak.)

Zain : Zarul! Amelya mana?

Zarul : kat dalam bang.

Zain : (looks inside) dik! sini jap!

(keluar. pastu ikut je abg Zain. kak Rina yg mmg ada kat luar pun tk membantah pun abg Zain ni senang senang tarik staff dia keluar. yelah SUPERVISOR HEBAT!)

Me : kenapa abg Zain?

(tiba tiba dah sampai ke destinasinya yg tkde la jauh sgt. the photo shop depan tu je. kak Aina is sobbing infront of me)

Me : eh? asal ni kak? abg Zain kenapa?

Aina : (sobbing)amelya bgtau kat abg Zain apa amelya cakap smlm.

Me : haaa *whatintheworld?*

Zain : dik, betul tk kau ada mintak tukar shift smlm ngan dia? (pointing at Aina)

Me : err. ada. tp mcm tk jelas kot? sebab.. time tu tgh penat. and..

Zain : yelah. tapi ada mintak kan?

Me : hmm (nodding)

Aina : mana ada amelya. amelya tkde mintak la (sobbing)

Me : ada la kak. *serba salah dah ni* tp mungkin akak tk dengar kot? sbb saya mintak pun mcm tk bersungguh sungguh time tu.

Aina : tkde laaa (still sobbing!)

lepastu.. they fought in kelantanese. was it kelantanese? or something else? kelantan. yes, kelantan. i'm sure. and abg Zain left. just tinggal je kitorg dua. i tried to comfort the sobbing kak Aina, but it didn't work. and i felt guilty gila babi. like it's all my fault. mmg pun. but she kept denying it. and trying to mumble out that she's not mad at anyone but him (abg Zain). i felt guilty. like really guilty. so, i went to look for abg Zain. searching like crazy kat G floor tu. tanya tanya kat security guards lain mana dia. and also all the others yg kenal abg Zain.

finally!

dpt pun!

a security guard yang jarang ponteng told me that abg Zain tu duty kat parking lot. so, fine. turun laaa sampai parking lot nak cari dia. and then we talked. i told him that it's not kak Aina's fault and stuff. and he kept denying it. memang gaduh habis la. but it wasn't like he marah me ke pape. marah kak Aina la, of course. but still. i wanted to fix it. and it's not working. sampai ter-nangis haaa. haha. TER-nangis. is that even possible? rasa guilty okay! i ruined an engaged couple kot! oh my god. something i never thought i would ever do. i mean, i do mess up sometimes. but sampai mcmni?! shit!
last last, he decided for me to go back to work and he's gonna go do his work. and mcm don't think about this la apa semua because it's not my fault and stuff like that. memang la! but if you guys don't get back together, i'm the whore of the story! ishhh.

so, i got up. on the way tu, call la kak Aina. maybe she's on her way home already. just wanted to make sure she's okay. and wated to tell her that i've talked to abg Zain and let's hope for the best. tk angkat pulakkkk. lepastu, masuk la kedai balik.. nampak orang semua crowded kat dlm tu. dah la sempit! dipenuhi pulak dgn orang orang yg tk disenangi ni (kak Rina sorang je yg tk disenangi. hehe. Zarul pun agak kurang disenangi jugak)

(Me masuk la dgn muka penat dan dissapointed. and nampak kak Aina. ohh. dia rupanya yg dicrowdedkan oleh orang orang yg kurang disenangi ni semua)

Lynn : dik! apahal ni dik? apa awak dah buat?

Zarul : tah amelya. apa jadi sebenarnya?

Me : (dah penat nak layan and agak hurt from how they're all pointing fingers at me; rolling eyes je)

Me : akak, saya call kenapa tak angkat? (soalan ditujukan kpd kak Aina)

Aina : akak tk dgr. sorry.

Lynn : awak jgn buat pasal la dik. awak tau tak sebab awak la diorang gaduh.

Me : (geram teramat dah ni! tk masuk campur boleh tak?!!) dah! saya dah uruskan dah.

Lynn : ckp memang senang. jgn main main dik. awak buat salah, sampai orang nk putus tunang semua.

Me : (WHAT?!!) *shit. mati tk tenteram la aku nanti*

and then, i told kak Aina how i've talked to abg Zain. and how it would be really helpful if she would just come down with me. and we could all three work this out. i mean i was willing to do anything at that time just to get them back together! i don't wanna be the whore. i don't want. tknak. tknak. i never planned to. well.. not like this la at least. HAHA :r

TO BE CONTINUED

a penny for my thought?

rindu. rindu. rindu!

haha. i'm all sad and blue because i miss youuuuuuu. dalam bahasa lain,

babi, aku rindu kauuuuuuuu

­ :r

gah! sakit hati. sakit jiwa. sakit semua. where are you? where oh where?

okay, sesi jiwang jiwang is endingggg

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NOW!

eheh :d

cerita tempat kerja

Watak - watak

• Rina (supervisor)


• Lynn (co - worker; rapat la dgn Rina)


• Zarul (co-worker; sama umur)


• Melati (kakak kepada Lynn; rapat la dgn Rina; rapat dgn staff sini; kerja kat complex ni jgk)


• Rizal (boyfriend Melati; kerja kat complex ni jgk; kenal kenal la jgk dgn staff sini)


• Aina (co-worker; baru masuk; the eldest there)


• Sani (boyfriend Rina; security guard kat complex ni)


• Zain (tunang Aina; security guard kat complex ni)

cerita pun start..

(me tgh buat kerja)

Lynn : Dik, awak nanti smbg kat mana?

Zarul : Eh? Kau smbg blajar eh? Ohh, yelah. Budak pandai kann.

Me : (rolling eyes to Zarul) taktau lg la kak. knp? akak nnt smbg mana? dah apply dah memane?

Lynn : akak tktau lg laa. harap harap result akak okay la nnt.

Rina : eh! asal melepak je ni? haihhhh. korang ni kann. aku tau la customer tkde. tapi kerja tetap kena jalan. *sambil jln kat tepi smoked chicken breast pastu sempat ngap satu!* cuba korang tgk kat dapur tu. bukak la cabinet tu. tgk barang barang dlm tu. kan boleh susun balik. amelya, zarul! pegi kira stock dlm freezer tu.

Zarul pun ambik la the stock directory thingie and a pen while I bukak freezer tu and tunggu. Pastu tercangkung la dua dua nak kira brape bnyk lagi fresh milk yg ada, skimmed milk yg ada, vegetables tu cukup ke tak, telur ada lg ke tak. Padahal kak Rina and Lynn tgh dok bersembang pasal Sani. Lepas dah hbs kira stock, duduk la kat meja luar tu. Dua orang je. Sebab tgh nak kira mcm mcm benda lagi. Berkenaan dgn stock tu jgk. Melati pulak dtg, of course dgn Rizal. Maybe dua dua tgh on-break kot? Or sengaja je curi tulang so boleh lepak kat sini.

Melati : hi korangg. buat apa ni? asal kat luar?

Me : Hi kak :D ni haa. tgh kira pebenda tah ni.

Zarul : benda ni namanya _______ *hehe. lupa* tu pun tktau. tu la kau.

Melati : kau ni jgn laa garang sgt. kata minat kat dia. dah kata dia pun baru kann. eh, tapi Aina pun baru jgk kan? ahahaha. hmm, mana Rina? dlm eh?

Zarul : haah. kat dlm.

yg si Rizal pulak, selamba je duduk situ dgn rokok dia yg memang laaaa sgt sgt mengundang penyepak. haih. tkpe la. kawan punya pasal kan. so, tkpe la. kau nak merokok lepastu abu abu tu semua sepahkan kat lantai yg kejap lg aku kena sapu tu pun, merokok jelahhhh. kau nak hembus asap asap tu mcm tkde tempat lain kau boleh hembus pun. hembus laaaaa. kita kan kawan kann, tkpe la

Rizal : amelya ni comel la *sambil hisap rokok*

Zarul : HAHAHAHAHAHA *sambil tulis tulis*

Me : eheh *control je ni* (aku sepak jgk mamat ni kang)

Zarul : amelya! cepat la wehh. kau pulak kira ni.

Me : alaaaa. kau kira jelah. mcm malas laaa. HAHA. boleh eh sayanggggg (gedik sekejap. heh)

Zarul : ohhh, camni baru nk syg syg eh kau. aku ketuk kang!

Rizal : amelya sayang ke kat dia ni?

Me : hmm? sape? Zarul?

Rizal : haa

Me : ehhh. sayanggggggg. mesti la sayanggg. kan Zarul kan? HAHA.

Zarul : pape jelah kau.

Rizal : amelya sayang abang tak?

Zarul : HAHAHAHAHA.

Me : *join sekali Zarul punya gelak* Tak. (memang tak la wehhh)

Rizal : kenapa? abang sayang amelya tau.

Me : *control lagi* (ya allah. meluatnyaaa)

Rizal : tu laa abang asyik mintak number, amelya tknk bagi. bagi laaa. nanti boleh laa..

tak sempat nak habis cakap kak Melati keluar. hah! padan muka. terdiam pun kau bila girlfriend kau ada. ishhhh. menyampah! pastu kak Melati decided for them both to go. maybe they headed back to their work places. or decided to go lepak-ing together sekejap. whatever. who cares? pastu kerja la mcm biasa. terkena pulak haritu kena closing. dgn kak Rina! haihh. i only like closing dgn Kak Lynn. dia paling best kat situ. buat kerja dgn dia mcm senang je. semua teratur. semua cepat. semua organized. AND! semua together. tkde sorang lebih, sorang kurang. equal je. haihh, tapi terpaksa la tutup dgn kak Rina :(

tgh buang buang donut. sapu sapu semua, abg Zain dtg.

Me : *nampak abg Zain kat celah pintu yg dah tutup ni* (wave happily kat abg Zain)

Zain : (wave balik not so happily) dik, Rina ada tak?

Me : ada. kat dlm.

Zain : panggil dia jap.

Me : kak Rina! tunang kak Aina panggil :D

kak Rina pun keluar la bawak buku stock, buku itu dan ini. dgn stationary semua. nak kira mcm mcm lagi lah tu kot? ntah la. mampus dia and keja dia lah. sambil jalan nak keluar tu, terpijak pijak la benda benda yg aku dah sapu ni. and sambil jaln nk keluar tu jgk boleh dia ambik donut yg aku tgh nak buang ni. haihh. pape jelah AKAK SUPERVISORku. pape jelah.

Rina : dik, kau buat keja tu cepat cepat sikit. kau buat keje lambat, kau jgk balik lambat. pastu kang kau bising.

Me : okay okay. tgh cepat la ni.

lepastu diorang bersembang la kat luar. terdengar la dari dalam ni. yelah bukannya jauh sgt pun.

Zain : haaa Rina, esok Aina masuk pukul berapa?

Rina : esokk.. hmm.. jap. *bukak buku* haaa. esok kak Aina masuk pukul 9 sampai 5.

Me : (tetiba menyampuk jap. hehe) hahhh! kak Aina masuk pagi lagi. alaa kak, bagi la saya masuk pagi. saya masuk pukul berapa esok?

Rina : kau sama mcm hari ni. 12 sampai 8.

Me : closing lagi lah?

Rina : ye ah.

Me : alaaa. boleh la saya opening kak. asyik blk mlm je. nanti kena marah laa. saya tukar dengan kak Aina. boleh?

Zain : haa. bagus jugak tu. biar si Aina masuk ptg. abg pun ptg esok.

Rina : dik, kau jgn mcm ni lah. okay fine, akak tau dulu akak bagi kau tukar tukar mcm tu tapi skrg dah tak boleh. kalau Kak Miah tau. semua kena tau. so, pape yg kau dpt tu, diam je. amek je. biar kak Aina open esk. *sambung tulis tulis*

aduhh. kena maki pulak. fine! dah tak boleh nak buat mcm mana kan. pastu kerja kerja punya kerja. finally, habis pun buat kerja. pastu sampah pun kena buang sendiri! terhoyong hayang nak mengangkut 3 plastic bag yg penuh dgn sampah and mostly, the leftover donuts tadi. bangla bangla kat toilet tu pun kesian sampai volunteer tolong sebab diorang pelik. selalu staff sini pegi dua orang kalau nak buang sampah, tetiba malam ni sorang je? pastu sorang sorang angkat sampai 4 beg pulak tu. tak larat nk angkat, seret je kat lantai. pastu ada tangga pulak dahhhhhhhh. hadoyyy.

dah habis pastu jalan lah nak balik. dah sampai kat lrt station bawah tu. tgh tunggu train. penat. melepek kat atas bangku besi yg ada tu. teringat nak call kak Aina. mana la tau mungkin dia pun mmg nak shift petang. so, call la.

(call.. call.. call..)

Aina : haaa Papa!

Me : (err.. Papa? ughhh) eh kak. tak la. ni Amelya.

Aina : ohh Amelya. akak ingat abg Zain tadi (nada malu). kenapa ni, ada apa?

Me : kak.. akak suka masuk pagi ke ptg?

Aina : akak tak kesah sebenarnya sayang. tapi kalau kena closing kan, akak susah nk balik. susah la nk dpt taxi mlm mlm.

Me : ohhh. ye ke? hmm. okay laa. sebab saya igt nk tukar shift ngan akak esok. sbb saya dpt ptg. saya tak suka blk mlm mlm ni. nanti kena marah. tapi tkpe lah. kak Rina pun dah ckp tk boleh sebenarnya nak tukar tukar ni. okay la kak.

Aina : haa okay. Amelya kat mana ni?

Me : kat lrt kak! baru nk blk ni haa. penat! oh kak, akak tktau kan esok msk pukul brape?

Aina : haa. akak tktau. amelya tau?

Me : yup. akak masuk pagi. pukul 9 sampai pukul 4 kot?

Aina : ohhh opening la eh? dgn siapa?

Me : tktau la kak.

Aina : hmm. akak suruh abg Zain tanyakan kat Rina tadi. tu akak tgh tunggu dia call ni. akak tkde credit.

Me : (dah penat sgt dah sbnrnya. malas dah nk cakap) hmm. okay la kak. jap lagi dia call la tu. akak tunggu jelah eh. assalamualaikum.

Aina : okay. waalaikumsalam.

sambung melepek semula. orang orang yg ada kat situ dah pandang semacam. suka hati aku lah! kesah apa korang. bukannya korang nak duduk sini pun. kalau nak duduk, aku anjak laaaa :s

TO BE CONTINUED

werewolves epidemic

wow. i was one of the people who went crazy for twilight. and yes, went crazy for Robert Pattinson as well. and as we all are aware of, well, at least yg memang fans of Twilight Saga ni, the next book that's being brought out to life is New Moon. and of course i'm excited :D

padahal tak baca pun buku tu :r

i only read Twilight, tu pun pinjam orang punya *thank you Rafa :) * and then, for my birthday last year, i got the last book, Breaking Dawn from my twin brothers who clearly didn't buy it themselves. pfft. but still, thank you Johan & Jefri :) haha. so, secara tidak langsung baca Twilight, pastu terus skip ke Breaking Dawn. yang New Moon and Eclipse tu tak pernah tau pun. shit. so, sesiapa yang ada tu, and willing to let me borrow it, you're so much needed and thanked in advance :D

and so, semua dah tau kann Twilight is about a vampire's unconditional love for a human being. wait wait. okay, maybe not semua laa tau. but at least, you guys know there's a vampire in it. a HOT one :p and also, a werewolf. who's played by Taylor Lautner yang hot sebenarnya off-camera but in the movie... hmmm, not so much. ahaha. well, in New Moon he'll be joined by other werewolves. to make it a pack i guess? tktau la. sebab tak baca lagi kannn.

and get a load of the pack :D

wahhhhhhhh. sumpah hot. HAHA. tk sebenarnya. well, okay okay laa. but probably because i don't know them and you know, haven't seen them in action. but i'm sure i'll get to that later.

enjoy the pic :D

tak suka! tak suka!

paling benci bila orang cakap i Budak U.S. wehhh kalian semua, untuk pengetahuan semua.. for your information ye, i budak KL. orang Malaysia. memang la pernah duduk sana. ishhh. but lahir kat sini okayyyy. and memang keturunan melayu! and for those who thought i took it well, memang la i took it well. but kalau rasa macam i felt bangga bila orang cakap i budak U.S., guess what?!

tak pernah pun bangga!

memang la i loved the experienced over there semua. i loved my friends. i loved the people, the environment and stuff like that but still, anak melayu okayyy! mak bapak pun melayu. my mom's from Muar and my dad's from Taiping. and memang lah there's no such thing as pure malay and i realized that. but i memang melayu laaa. ada la some other blood in me but it's for sure not U.S ke apa apa. apa saja laa yang korang dengki sangat sampai suka sakat sakat i cakap i ni Budak U.S laa apa semua. ishhh.

scene 1

(at kedai mamak)

X : eh babe, you makan tu je?(pointing at my nasi yang tkde la berkuah sgt mcm dia punya. and tkde la penuh dgn lauk mcm dia punya)

Me : yeah, kenapa?

Y : haha, we're at mamak laa.

Me : salah ke apa i makan cmni?

X : oh yelahh, BUDAK U.S kann.

Y : haah laaa. patut la.

(X and Y laughing)

X's boyfriend : (smile je)

Kawan X's boyfriend : (muka blurr ; buat bodoh je; melantak je)

bangang siot koranggg! yelahhh. lain kali bila pegi mamak, aku tuang satu periuk kuah atas nasi eh. lepas tu semua yg ada kat situ aku letak dalam satu pinggan sebab memang makan nasi dgn satu lauk tu je memang sebijik macam orang U.S sebab orang U.S memang lahhh makan kan kat kedai mamak macam kita ni kannnnnnnnnn. ishhhhh.

scene 2

Me : ohh. i suka ohh buah ni (tgh pegang manggis)

X : ehh, dekat U.S ada ke mangosteen ni?

Me : (buat muka) ehh, how could you say that? of course they have it! are you kidding me? that's where i got to know it laaa. because of all the 12 years that i've been living in malaysia dulu, you know, before i moved there, i never knew what this was. didn't even know it existed. thank god i was in U.S huh? or else, i wouldn't even know what this is and i would've never have a favourite fruit.

X : (terkelip - kelip)

Me : (walk away)

haaaaaaa. amek kau! bodoh ke apa? macam kau sorang je ada kampung semua. dah kata orang melayu, tipu la kalau manggis pun tktau apa. siot jeeee.

okay, so, to make it clear to everyone, if you think when you say i'm a Budak U.S, i take a pride in it. memang tak laaa. yes, i love U.S. loved every minute i had there but i know who i am okayy. i'm a malay. Anak Malaysia laaaa. i get excited when it's almost merdeka and stuff. i know about zapin, ghazal and stuff like that. probably because my mom's from Johor. so anyway, pointnyaa sekarang, tak boleh ke kalau korang tak sakat i pasal U.S nih? aku boleh je cakap aku-engkau. cuma kalau tak perlu, kalau orang tu pun cakap i-u, buat apa nak tukar tukar. kalau orang tu cakap aku-engkau, aku layan je. nak cakap awak-kita pun bolehhhh. saya-awak pun alright. takde hal laa. i orang melayu biasa ah. takde mix mix ke pape. so, stop laa ehh. i mean kalau setakat nak cakap "hey, you ada accent lah" well, i guess i can take that laa. sebab it's not an insult ke apa apa, and what can i do kann. memang dah cakap macam ni. but sampai manggis pun tktau apa, ada yang makan tapak ni kang. haaaa.

this post bukan ditujukan kepada sesiapa *walaupun sebenarnya ramai yang akan terasa. wahaha.* tkde laa, no hate okayy. just nak make it clear. so, sesiapa yang terasa, i don't hate you, or tak suka you ke pape, just nak cakap je. CAKAP JE. tk payah lebih lebih. no offence should be taken in anyway. no hard feelings. okayy. kiss and make up time. ahaha :r

finally!

after about.. say.. a whole lifetime tk keluar *haaa, amek kau. a whole lifetime tau!*, i went out today. penat tu memang penat. what with all the people rushing to get back home kan, from work and such. well, i know about the peak hours and stuff but MAN! kat klcc tu kalau pukul 6 lebih memang tk payah la nk beratur beli ticket. sampai kiamat pun belum tentu dapat. sheeesshh. luckily, i got Touch N' Go. sekali tengok, line Touch N' Go pun mcm tu jgk. cuma.. line Touch N' Go ni tkde la sampai ada pusing pusing, swirls semua in the line. just a normal bee-line. but, as a pemalas that i am, memang tk hingin lah nk tunggu kan. tu baru line ticket. belum lagi kat bawah tu. so, fine! i got up kat Avenue K, jalan je pegi Ampang Park. kann senanggggg :D ahaha. so yeah, i did that. and it's still crowded, but definitely not as bad as the crowd in klcc. pffftt. but shit! the lrt was still packed. no suprise there. i hated it. but all in all, everything was great. except for the fact that i had to walk and stuff like that. but oh well, little things kann. it didnt ruin everything. so, yay!

haha. this is what happen when i'm locked in for quite a while and then, tetiba dapat keluar :~



hmm. tkde motive sebenarnya post benda ni. saje je nak meng-express-kan the excitement dapat keluar tu. and yes, also some jakun-ness.

whatever :z

from the bottom of my heart

from the very very deep inside of my heart.. i would just like to say.

I Love You

yes, i do. still. and i still care too. and you'll never know about it. sorry for hiding it. but, it's better like this. i mean it has always been, kan? so, yeah.. cool. just wanted to get that out. in writing instead of just whispers. alrightey then, ciao!

do i look like i care?

i'm making it clear here and now. so, spare me your full attention!

I DON'T MERAJUK AND I DON'T TOLERATE MERAJUK.

ishhhhh. i really don't like it when people act all "i'm mad. so, you're gonna have to make it all better". i really don't. i almost hate it. even if i know, it is clearly my fault but pleaseee. sulking?! what are we, in kindergarten? grow up! some people might find sulking cute. i don't know why but.. hate to break it to you, i'm not one of them. i find it very childish and i usually just ignore those who do so. and one more thing, i don't merajuk okayyy. there are people out there, yes, some of them are my friends, co-workers, or just plain acquaintances always seem to think that i merajuk. okay, if we had a fight, or a disagreement or something like that, and after that i simply just back down, or quiet or ignoring you. that doesn't mean i'm sulking laaaaa. it just means i'm mad at you. or i feel a bit hurt. or simply because i feel like i don't wanna talk to you. maybe i'm still mad and need to cool down. or something. definitely not merajuk! so, don't even start acting all nice and babying me around because i'm not like that. ahaha, please la. it's kinda funny when you do that. so, whole point here is, tolong lah, pleaseeeee pretty pleaseeee, jangan la come around and merajuk with me. even if you want to, here's something i'm telling you in advance

i takkan pujuk!

haaaaaa. sorry laa okayy? not to be mean. i'll apologize. but nak pujuk pujuk, lebih lebih tu.. err.. sorry la ehh. takkan. never. not gonna happen. and to you people who have crossed me before, or been in any kind of disagreements with me and thought that i was merajuk-ing, ahaha, gila laa korang. manade i merajuk. maybe i was just mad at you. that's all. tak payah la susah susah pujuk. if i walk away, don't chase me and try to make it all better. let me go. i just wanna be away from you sekejap. alright? okay. dah, let's kiss and make up. hahahaha.

nak ke tak nak?

okay. i know this is a bad habit of mine, but i don't usually tegur people that i know. hmmm. yeah, i know, bad isn't it? and some, well.. most people would quickly put that as sombong which i believe i really am not. it's just that.. idk. i guess when people i know don't tegur me first, it means they don't wanna talk to me. so, why should i right? ughh. yes, i know. that sounded selfish too but cuba fikir balik. because i don't really like being with someone who doesn't want to be with me. hmm. it's like forcing myself on them. and i don't like doing that. because i know for sure, i never ignore people. when someone tegur me, i always respond. kenal tak kenal, respond jugak tau. dah macam tu, orang cakap gedik pulak. yelaa, some people and by some people, i'm emphasizing on my mom. hee. see, she would say i'm gedik or cheap or whatever if i respond to someone i don't know. okay, let's get her out of this. she's not involved. but yeah.. i mean i'm just like that. i don't think i'm sombong ke pape because i usually talk even to the people i just got to know. like okay.. i'll give you some scenes ehh.

scene 1

X : lama siott tunggu youu.

Me : yelah sorry. i'm here now (grinning)

X : oh btw, this is my friend, Y. dia lah jadi driver kita today.

Me : oh okay, hi Y (smiling ; smiling tuhh)

Y : so, you're Mia?

Me : yup (smiling)

okay, nampak? seeee? i'm not sombong. i'll just talk lah to Y. apa salahnyaa. i mean of course this shows nothing but it'll flow well if Y wants it to flow well. but if Y looks like he's keeping a distance or mcm taknak be friends. then, what am i to do? i'll just let him la.

okay, moving on.

scene 2

X : (otp) cepat lah, i dgn kawan i ni.

Me : (otp) okay okay, dah sampai ni.

X : haaa. there you are. oh, ni kawan i, Y.

Me : hi (smiling)

Y : (smiling)

Me : (lerr, nak cakap hi pun susah. hmmph!)

Y : eh X, cepat lah gerak jom. kang lambat.

X : alright, jom jom.

haaa. seee? two completely different scenes. i tried okay? fine laa. it's not much of an effort but still. i spoke AND smile. dia? smile je. haihh. yes, i understand some people are shy, pemalu and whatnot. but seriously, evil sgt ke muka aku ni? tak makan orang laa. ada muka macam aku nak bajet hot ke pape? dah orang cakap hi pun, takut sangat.

lepas tu!

yang paling geramnyaaa. ada pulak yang berani mengadu kat kawan cakap "eh kawan kau tu tadi tak suka aku ke? macam menyampah je tadi." lerr. kau yang jual mahal. aku tarik diri lah. ishh. macam macam. lepas tu, kalau yang ada myspace pulak, dgn poyonyaa, "eh u, sori lh tadi x ckp bnyk. i ni pemalu orgnye" ya allah. tolong laa!

so, konklusinya ialah, i don't mix well with the shy ones. ahaha. unless the shy ones are the cute ones ;p

haha. tkde laa. i mean, i have my limits jgk. i am a pemalu as well but i guess when the ice is broken, i'm not so much of a pemalu anymore. because i talk. A LOT. haha. it's like i live to talk. so.. yeah. but ntah la. i guess i don't really have problems with the shy ones. it's better like that than the over-friendly ones. although i ignore it when people say i'm sombong. because i know i'm not. and if you feel like i am even after you've tegur me. then, maybe i just don't like you. hehe. but! i rarely do that. in fact, i can't actually count the people that i ignore on purpose with my fingers. ahaha.

ya allah. penat. haha. penat tulis panjang panjang to blab on about how people are to me. sighh. tkpe. at least, now everything's out. do i feel better? tak kot? haha. whatever. okay, gonna go now. i'll write again when i have more to complaint or talk about. and things to talk about is plenty! ahaha, ciao.

i really don't need this!

well, okay. considering the fact that this is my first time blogging, the title tu macam over-rated sikit lah. ye, i know. but seriously, who would care? like anyone would even read this. pffftt. alright, alright. here's the thing. this blog.. err.. it's not really meant for people to read laa. well, that's what i have in mind now. NOW. i might change it ke pape. who knows? but as in for now.. i.. ntah la. idk yet. okay now.. should i blab on? or just leave it here because nak blog panjang panjang, mcm tkde idea. but.. nak blog panjang panjang. hahaha. bodoh je. okay la, i'll stop here. i'll add more later.. if i feel like it.