matriculation life.

ahhh. setelah sekian lama *cewahh*, eh tapi sebenarnya tkde la lama kot? almost a month. haaa. dah dekat sebulan kat KMP tu, now baru i get the chance to give an update on it.

okay, perkara pertama yg i find soooooooo bizzare is the fact that one of my roommates, yg katilnya sebelah mine je (the closest one lah, sebab the other two is on the other side of the room) is my school mate from primary school! yes! from SK Convent Bukit Nanas (2) tu. haha. benda tu memang lah kelakar yg teramat amat. padahal time sekolah dulu, tk pernah kawan pun. i mean, we both know each other. i know she exists, she knows i exist. mcm tu jelah. tiba tiba, masuk matriks, jadi roommate? whatthehell?

okay, enough about roomates. so, dekat sini, dah terang terang lah nampak kann, my roomie tu orang KL. well, no actually, she's Selangor i guess. ampang? ahh, apa apa jelah. another two of my roommates tu are from Kedah. so, two of us are from KL, another two of us are from Kedah. puas lah everyone nak understand each other. haha. but so far, we're good.

studying here felt good. tkde lah amazing, but i kinda like it. especially time kuliah. i don't really like tutorials. sebab tutorial tu kena sit with our own tutorial group kan? which consist of what? maybe about 20-30 of us? okay, tk sampai lah 30 kot? but mcm tu lah. mcm class. but time kuliah, duduk je kat mana mana, dgn whoever we want. tu yang best :D and of course, dah masuk dewan kuliah, mata pun dicuci :D

cuci cuci mata ni memang selalu sangat lah dijalankan sejak masuk KMP ni. tapi time kuliah la best kot? sebab dah ada specific people yang i spotted. like there's this one guy. of course nama tk boleh la nk expose kat sini, nickname pun tk boleh kot? takut nanti ada je yg TERbaca and TERkenal dia. but his initials are SI. haaaa. tu his initials lah. tk masuk nama bapak. he's sort of a rebel. always late for lectures, kalau tk late pun, punctual gila habis ah. lecture start pukul 9am, dia masuk lecture hall pukul 8:59:59am. hahaha. bangang je mamat ni. and he would talk, and joke around all the way through the lecture. most probably be chewing something, or sucking on a Choki Choki. and then kena panggil ngan lecturer pun boleh buat cool lagi. HAHA. so, actually i don't know why la i find him appealing. tkkan i like him because of his rebellious-ness tu? maybe because when i was still new there (in KMP), time belum kenal sesiapa pun lg, i went to the library. alone. my friends were joining me a bit later. dia tegur time tu. he asked me "melayu ke cina ni?" to me. and i was with my earphones semua, gelabah la nak bukak bukak. and then i asked back "huh? bio?" and he shook his head with that cute expression and cakap balik "tak tak. melayu ke cina?" and i realized that he's kinda cute and terus mcm struggling to answer him "ohh. melayu laa." and he raised his head nak tunjuk mcm he got it and then he nodded cakap "ohh. bagus." and then terus blah.

apa motif dia? tktau laa. but since that day, dh tk pernah cakap lagi dgn dia. but recently, we've been eye-ing each other in kuliah *tk boleh blah. i know*

and then, there's other guys. of course. sorang classmate, first tgk dia, ingatkan dia ni jenis pretty face yg don't bother about a thing except for his looks and girls, tapi tak. dia ni rajin, pandai. pegi library pun duduk sorang sorang. buat kerja sendiri. orang yg join dia. girls pun tk berapa dia nk pandang. girls je selalu scream out his name out of random. dia pun jalan buat control macho jelah. mind you, i'm not one of the girls tu. and there's a guy yg muka mcm mixed. ala ala Iranian. eh, Iranian ke? entah. but muka mcm Sheikh2 or Syed2 mcm tu laa. that's what i thought. until i heard one of friends ckp his name started with Wan. org Kelantan ke? tktau la. abaikan je. and there's another guy from accounts course. tp he's like an old flame kot? haha. entah la. nowadays nampak dia, dh tk rasa sgt dh excitement, biasa biasa je. mcm player kot dia tu? i heard he uses the same line he used on me to all the girls that he tried to ayat. so, no comments.

hmm. so far, mcm tu lah. life's not great, but i don't hate it. in fact, mcm suka. i wanna see how long i'd last. yg buat sakit hati, sakit otak, sakit jantung is only my SK017. which is Chemistry. ishh. kalau benda tu a living thing, dah lama dah kubunuh. i don't really get why most of the people here, yang dah biasa dgn asrama-life, yang first time duduk asrama, yg from KL, JB or even dekat je kat Kedah or even Kangar, are homesick! semua tk sabar nak balik. sikit sikit nak balik. am i the only one yg tk miss home? haih. dah lah. malas cakap pasal benda ni. benda ni kang kalau dah bukak, panjang lebar ulasan yang akan diberi. so, sampai sini jelah.

oh btw, KMP tu Kolej Matrikulasi Perlis laa. it's in Arau. not in Kangar. ARAU.

okay, ciao!

home at last!

aha. i'm finally home. yes, home. in KL.

Home Sweet Home.

now, baru lah i take those three words above seriously. bukan apa, dulu pun pernah cakap. but only after a long day of shopping and whatnot. but this time. this time, almost a month tk jejak kaki masuk rumah. when my mom turned at the corner to get into this place pun rasa mcm awkward dah. ingat memang ingat. tp pelik. lepas tu, tadi masuk rumah pun rasa mcm pelik je kat kaki. yelah kannn. kat KMP tu, masuk bilik, lantai simen je, sejuk dan kasar (but my roomie and i shared our money to buy tikar getah from our koperasi. enough to cover a small portion of our room. pape jelah.)but then, tadi, masuk rumah, lantai tk kasar. tk licin. lantai warna putih, suci, murni. bukan warna kelabu simen tu. haaaa. selama ni, tk pernah homesick, tetiba tadi bila masuk, rasa mcm nak sujud, cium lantai rumah ni. HAHA. i'm not saying that i am homesick. tp macam rindu lah pulak.

not good.

i'm only here for a while. Sunday dh nak kena balik. flight dah la awal. pukul 7.15am dh berlepas. shit. so, i better get a hold of myself. takut nanti, terus tk balik balik pulak ke KMP tu. okay, enough about homesick issues.

moving on.

so, tadi, to get here from KMP, i rode a cab from KMP to bus station in Kangar. lepas tu apa lagi, naik bus lah. gerak at 6.30pm, sampai KL around 2.30am. ahaha. cun tak? first time bhai naik bus sorang sorang. dah la bus tu kosong. tkdela kosong, tapi the passengers tk sampai pun 10 orang. ye, betul. tk tipu. sejuk yg teramat. dh la tk bawak blk sweater. bangang je. nk tidur pun tk selesa. but anyways, i survived. it wasn't that bad. i'd do it again if i have to.

oh right, from KMP to the bus station to Kangar tu tk lama pun. ada la about 10-15 minutes. naik 2 orang. sebab entah mamat mana tah (KMP student jugak lah) pun balik today (Thursday). padahal pakcik teksi tu is mine. HAHAHA. not mine lah tp i called him. tiba tiba dia nak join pulak. but i guess it's fine lah kot because the pakcik teksi had to wait for me to bersiap *poyo lah jadi perempuan. haha* so, when i reached the gate from my dorm tu, the pakcik dh lama tunggu lah (entah berapa round lah chess game yg dia main) and this guy was also there. so, fine. naik lah skali. murah sikit tambangnya. haha. he paid RM10, i paid RM2 sebab tkde small change. and then later, i paid back to him the RM4. my bus pukul 6.30pm, his is at 8.00pm. entah apa jadahnya dia dtg awal awal to that place entah. so i sat with him while waiting for my bus. he's a Kelantanese. he's going back because of his brother's wedding this Saturday. and he's probably coming back on Tuesday! lama gila cuti. siot je mamat ni. siap nak MC semua. haha. whatever. and then, the conversation mcm ended. when we talked, it wasn't awkward tapi mcm both of us wanna keep it short. so, i don't know his name, he doesn't know mine. i don't think he looks familiar, so i'm guessing he's one of the first intakes and dia budak accounts kot? most probably laa. boleh tahan jugak la his looks. not enough to make me spot him if we were in our cafe (cafes in our campus tu la) but since i was talking to him kan, i thought he was okay laa. definitely not ugly or anything near that. his style? no comments. all i know is, i liked his shoes. hehe. and he was nice. i told him i'm completely clueless about this whole taking a bus home. and he helped me through. padahal dia pun first timer. so, nice la tu. baik la tu.

okay dah. sampai sini je. nak lie down lah. penat pulak. later, i'll post about KMP lagi.

ohhh. baru perasan. you guys are probably wondering why i'm home anyway kan? haaa. keep on wondering lah. because i don't feel like telling pulak. ahaha. ciao!

it's been a while.

danggggggggggggggggg. lama gila tk update. sampai rasa malas nak update. typing pun feel so awkward right now. lamanyaa tk pegang keyboard ni. wahaha. okay, so, not uch to update la kot? haha. padahal banyak nk cakap sebenarnya. yelah kan, been in matriculation for almost 4 weeks dah, tkkan tkde benda nk update kan?

hmmmm.

banyak sebenarnya nak cakap tapi mcm tk cukup time je? yelah, kad Bilik Cyber Perpustakaan KMP ni valid for an hour je. cukup ke time nak type semua? nak cehck MySpace lagi, Facebook lagi, nak book ticket lagi.

haaaaaaa.

speaking of that. i'm going back to KL tomorrow. ada family urgency sikit. and will be coming back here on Sunday lah. going back to KLtu by bus, which i haven't book a ticket for! padahal nak balik esok ni. haihhhh. and then maybe on Sunday, to go back here, i'll be taking a flight.

thank god i'm not the kind yang homesick homesick ni. kalau tak, memang kalau dah jejak ke KL tu, tak balik balik la ke KMP ni.

it's rather annoying really when all the people here are whining about how much they miss home and how it sucked here annd stuff. tkde lah kan. what did they expect? 5-star hotel ke? ishhh.

okay okay. enough kutuk-ing. maybe i'd feel the homesick syndrome myself sooner than i think :P okay, skrg ni kepala tgh buntu gila habis ah. nak balik esok tapi barang belum pack, apa nak kena pack pun tktau. ticket semua belum beli, belum usha pun berapa, belum tau pun available ke tak. aduhhh.

Tension Kepala Otak!