cerita tempat kerja (Part IV)

ehh. mcm banyak pulak sequels cerita ni? haha. whatever lah. okay so, cerita in Part III ended with we discussed about it. phew. okayy. dah settled? no, not really. big NO! haihh. nak jadi cerita, they didn't leave it off at a good end laa. mcm kira bermasam muka. tk forgive each other pun. lagi hate each other ada laa. sebab diorang ungkit ungkit kisah silam masa lalu. adoi. bila macam tu, yang lebih lebih terasa siapa? aku jugakkkkkkk. kiranyaa i'm laa the pembawa sial? sial betul lah. haha. tapi kak Aina was just mcm

Aina : tkpe lah Amelya. pegi je naik atas, sambung kerja.

Me : ala kakk. tapi benda ni mcm mana.

Aina : biar jelah dia. dia dah tknk kat akak kann.

Me : alaaaaaa. kakkkkkkk.

there was a lot more lah yang dia cakap. tak perlu lah nak tulis semua :) but semua benda yang dia cakap tu memang menambah je rasa guilty tu. yelahh kann. they're not making up? wtf? habis tu? i'm a whore lah? i'm officially a whore. officially a bitch. officially the bad one. ughh. so, i insisted on them going back to the "discussing". i don't wanna get up sampai lah diorang okay. but kak Aina insisted on me going up and continue my kerja. sebab dia pun nak balik, Abg. Zain pun tgh panas, tknk layan dia. so, at that time, mcm tkde choice. i Had to go back up there, sedih mcm mana pun, malu mcm mana pun, geram mcm mana pun. terpaksa je laa harungi segalanyaa. *whaaaaa?*

so, bila naik atas. nampak la kak Rina. dengan boyfriend dia yang also kawan Abg. Zain, Abg. Sani. they both saw me laa. muka dah basah mcm apa. mata dah merah macam apa. haihh. time tu dah tak fikir dah pasal malu ke apa. dah tak fikir dah "hodoh ke mcmni? nak kena pegi toilet ni" HAHAHA. dah tk fikir dah. penat je ke sana, ke sini nak betulkan keadaan. tk jugak betul betul keadaan ni. duduk jap kat meja luar dengan kak Aina.

Me : sorry la kak (sobbing)

Aina : tkpe laa. nak buat mcm mana. akak pun tk salahkan sesape. tu laa. akak cuma salahkan Abg. Zain je.

Me : tak. sebenarnyaa kalau akak nak salahkan saya pun, saya faham.

(Zarul joins in)

Zarul : (pandang Aina, pandang Me) tak, benda ni kenapa sbnrnya? aku tak faham ah. kau buat apa Amelya?

Me : tkde apa ah (malas nak layan)

Aina : akak risau Zarul ni je tau. takut nanti Abg. Zain buat apa apa.

Me : (rolling eyes at Zarul)

Zarul : haa? saya? asal lak saya kak?

Me : haaa. kau tktau. benda ni padahal ada kena mengena ngan kau jugakk.

Zarul : ehh. aku awal awal dah cakap aku tknk masuk campur.

Me : dah memang tercampur dah pun -_-

Zarul : asal lak?

Me : sebab kononnyaa kak Aina ni nak sangat masuk shift pagi ngan kau. nak opening ngan kau.

Zarul : (muka terkejut + tak percaya) Abg. Zain pikir camtu? huh. tk pasal je.

Aina : tu la akak pun risau.

Zarul : alaa. apa dia boleh buat?

Me : (aku cepuk jugak mamat ni kang)

and then, after a while. semua yang dah habis shift ni, beransur pulang. yang Rina pulak, dengan Abg. Sani pun nak balik. kak Rina memang tk kerja, but she always come anyways, in the evening. yelah kann. Supervisor. kena lah konon konon datang check jugak. how everything's going. Abg. Sani tu sempat lah jugak comfort me sebelum dia balik. well, not so much comforting. just mcm cakap "benda ni ujian Allah" and stuff like that, and i have to be strong and shit like that. HAHA. no, not shit. it was good. thanks Abg. Sani :)

that chinese dude pun ada lg kat situ. diorang closing at 8. sama la macam us. so, i got in. sambung kerja. time tu tinggal me and kak Lynn je. who was supposedly the best one there. sumpah i thought she'd have my back on this one. well, tkde la support me ke apa. but i thought she's the one yang macam Abg. Sani tadi. she's always been nice and warm anyway. i was wrong lah i guess. dia tkde la cakap banyak mana but still. dia ada macam marah :(

so, the whole time buat kerja tu. senyap jelah. tapi dia ada la cakap. like "dik, tutup air lah" or "dik, tutup sandwich lah" and "awak nak basuh ke clear kat depan?" semua tu i responded mcm tknk respond je. setakat angguk geleng je. HAHA. tgh emo habis lah time tu. and there's this time. she went off. pegi mana tah. toilet kot? and i was infront of the coffee maker tu. tgh lap lap. muka still mcm sedih gila. mata still merah. and then!! ahahaha. that chinese dude came to me. well, from luar jelah.

Chinese Dude : hey. are you okay?

Me : *terkejut* (macam mana dia boleh nampak aku celah celah coffee ni?) uhh. yeah, yeah. i'm fine. *and then i realize i'm lying* actually no. not really

Chinese Dude : yeah, i can tell. what happened actually?

so, cerita lah kat dia ni about what happened. baru start sikit, dah meleleh. aduhhhh. sumpah malu gilaa. dah la dia ni cute apa semua, sesekali dapat bercakap ngan dia, meleleh leleh lah pulak. mesti muka buruk habis ah. sialan betul. haihh. kenapa la lemah sgt emotions aku ni. HAHAHAHA.

Chinese Dude : they shouldn't do that. i mean. it's not your fault. you shouldn't be the blame.

Me : (wahhh. walaupun aku tau kau tipu, you still get points for trying to make me feel better :D ) uhh. thanks? (tried to smile)

Chinese Dude : yeah, sure :) you looked like you needed a shoulder.

Me : haha. i really do!

Chinese Dude : well, i'm here :p

Me : ahaha. thanks. ( ada jugak hikmahnyaa benda ni berlaku. HAHAHA)

and then, sambung la kerja. tgh tgh kerja tu, i realized UNICEF punya booth tu pun closing. and the other malay guy tu pun macam jenguk jenguk over here. making signals to me, asking if i'm okay. i bagi thumbs up je. ahaha. ada jugak orang still care. biar lah orang lain cari pasal, at least orang UNICEF tu ada lagi for me. HAHAHA. gila ah tak boleh blah emo. so then, they're all done. the UNICEF tu lah. and then the chinese dude tu mcm linger around. i wonder why. but buat bodoh jelah. and then dia mcm dtg jenguk from the tiny staff door. and he made some signals yang sumpah i didn't get. so i went out

Me : what?

Chinese Dude : do you want me to wait? accompany you?

Me : (wahhhh. bestnyaaa) uhh, sure. if you're okay with it?

Chinese Dude : i live alone anyway, no one's waiting. so, i don't mind.

Me : okay :) (padahal kalau boleh nak lompat tinggi tinggi)

and i continued kerja lah. sapu lah apa semua. cleaning up kann. donuts dah settle. tadi bagi all the leftovers to the malay UNICEF guy. haha. he waited. the chinese dude tknk. and then kak Lynn cakap tonight pest control nak datang. so, kena tunggu lambat sikit. adoi. like as if i need pulak a reason nak tunggu lama lama kat sini after what happened. nasib baik ada this guy. so, sambil sambil tunggu tu, sambil sambil buat kerja tu. i went out lah kejap. talked to him

Me : you sure you want to wait? it's gonna be a while because the pest control is coming. apprently.

Chinese Dude : yeah, yeah, sure. i don't mind. (smoking)

Me : (terkejut gila babi) wait. you smoke?

Chinese Dude : uhh, isn't it obvious? (while smiling his cute smile tu. adoi. cair ah. HAHAHA)

Me : well, yeah. i noticed the skinnyness and all but idk, i just never thought of that.

Chinese Dude : well, i do :D

Me : ahah. okayy. hey, i don't even know your name.

Chinese Dude : it's Henry. here (showing his ID tag)

Me : ohh. cool, Henry :)

Chinese Dude : you're Amelya :)

Me : that's me :)

wahh. comelnyaa dia ni. sumpah tk tahan. lepas tu sanggup pulak tu tunggu. hahaha. and then after a while. everything's done. kak Lynn is still inside. doing what, i d k and i d c. last last, i just asked if i can just go back first. i mean, i'm done pun. and it's not like there's any reason for me to lepak there longer walaupun tkde kerja. like what i always do. yelah, usually tunggu la diorang. eventhough sbnrnya last last nanti, i'm the one left alone sbb diorang semua ada gang. like for example, i usually tunggu kak Lynn habis, padahal, dia dah habis nanti, dia balik dgn her sister, kak Melati tu. and if i was waiting for kak Rina, last last she'll be going with Abg. Sani, her beloved boyfriend tu, sebab they would go have dinner together or whatever. secara konklusinya, memang i'll be left alone pun if i wait for them. which i never minded. damn. i gotta stop putting friends first before myself. anyway, she said sure, i can go first. hmm. apa lagi? me and the chinese dude pun gerak laa.

Henry : how do you go back?

Me : (tktau nak jawab apa. hopefully he has a car. so i can get a ride. but terpaksa lah jawab jugak the truth) uhh. train, i guess?

Henry : ohh okay.

Me : (lerr. tu je? where's your car dude?) how bout you?

Henry : by train too :)

Me : ohh okayy :) (at least i'm still with you. mintak mintak lah route sama)

sebelum balik tu, sempat lagi i grab some drinks. air apa tah. 7Up kot? so, while walking with Henry tu, i offered. but he didn't want it. and bila sampai kat bawah tu, i told him nak pegi toilet jap. and he, mcm biasa la, cakap "sure" dgn dia punya smile tu. HAHA. and he offered to hold my drink tu. after i was out (dah bersih dah muka. tk nampak gloomy dah. haha), i just took lah the drink from him. and mcm terus minum.

Henry : oh wow. you actually drank it :)

Me : uhh. are you trying to scare me or what?

Henry : hahaha. i knew i scared you. no no. i meant that was good. you didn't even doubt me. you trust me?

Me : err. should i not? 'cause i'm having doubts now. haha.

Henry : no no. 'course not. i didn't do anything. it just meant a lot. you trusted me. you didn't even think about it. you drank it right away.

Me : okayyy. now you're really scaring me. haha.

Henry : haha. i'm sorry. really sorry.

and then, kebetulan, conveniently, tengah jalan jalan tu, ada tong sampah. and the drink was suck-ish anyway. i mean i'm not a big fan laa of carbonated drinks but kalau carbonated drinks dah tak carbonated, what the hell? so, i threw it in the tong sampah

Henry : haha. now, you throw it away.

Me : you scared me. plus, it's not good anymore.

Henry : okay :)

and then, dah sampai at the train station. he asked my destination. i asked his. and thank god! same route :D but i have to get off first. so, in the train..

Henry : so, are you okay now?

Me : haha. not entirely. that was dramatic huh?

Henry : yeah, they really shouldn't have put all that on you.

Me : whatever. i'm just glad this friday is my last day.

Henry : ohh?

Me : yeah, my contract is supposed to end on friday. i can prolong it if i want. my supervisor is willing to do the paperwork. but..

Henry : after today? haha.

Me : hahaha. no wayyyy i'm staying there.

Henry : i thought so too :)

Me : haha. yeah. so, last day this friday. woohoo. just three more days to go :D

Henry : ohh yeah. but i won't be here tomorrow.

Me : ohh? how come?

Henry : because i'm trading with that malay guy just now. the one who took all your donuts.

Me : mhmm

Henry : yeah well, he's under me.

Me : ?? like a protege?

Henry : yeah, somewhat so. and so, i want us to be seperated. i wanna see how he does without me around.

Me : ohh.

Henry : so, he'll be here tomorrow. and i'll be somewhere else. and i'll evaluate him by how much approach he succeeded at the end of the day.

Me : ohh okayyy. but, why can't you send him somewhere else and you stay here? (bapak laaa. mmg tk cover langsung yang memang sebenarnya dah minat kat dia. HAHA)

Henry : ohh. because i'm already assigned somewhere else anyway. for tommorow. so yeah :)

Me : but.. then.. i wouldn't have a shoulder to cry on (apa ke bodoh sgt ayat aku ni? adoi.)

Henry : well :) maybe i'll be here on Thursday

Me : ahaha. okay. it's fine. you need to do what you have to do. i get it.

Henry : :)

and then it was my stop. so, we said our goodbyes. and i said thanks and dah. keluar je. lepas tu, time tgh tunggu train STAR, haha, of course la kannn. teringat je kat chinese dude tu. after all the shit that happened. actually tonight ended pretty well. and i wouldn't want it any other way :L

haha. macam angau lah pulak dahhhh.